In my thoughts... Uncomfortable for me; I

In my thoughts... Uncomfortable for me; I wouldn't think about it. Not at time and not sometimes.
It has to be NEVER,
just to have dinners, speaks and parties.
Not to have kind and unhonestly sights.
Come back to me, too miss.
Lost, need to be smart and lucky.
Please, don't let me down.

Love to you; from me.